16. 3 things you are proud of about your personality.

i like how i’m outgoing most of the time, i like how i’m open minded, and i find that i’m respectful to others. that’s pretty much it. LOL

15. The best thing to happen to you this week.

okay, so i was on a roll with these, and obviously, i’m on tumblr almost every day. so why did i stop? i was honestly waiting for something good to happen to me. my days are usually plain and boring, but this week was really good. so here we goooo! (i’m rambling here, so if you can’t stand to read it, please don’t. hehe!)

alright, so there was more than one really good thing that happened this week, so i’m just going to describe the good parts to you. :)

on monday, i went to urban outfitters. now if you know me, this is basically my favorite store right now. why? who knows. i just love their clothing. but so i went to a store. what’s the big deal, right? no, no one approached me with good news or a job offer (which i would LOOOVE by the way, hehe). BUT! something amazing did happen. hehe. i was browsing through the sales section, and i wasn’t really finding anything. i’m always in urban outfitters, and although this was a uo that i’ve never been to, their sales are almost always the same. i was extremely lucky that day because i found a pair of pants. i tried them on, and they looked nice. i’ve never really worn pants like these before, but it’s always cool to try new things. so here’s the good part. these were the last pair, and they were in my size. how awesome, right? but wait! it gets better. these pants started off at 125 dollars. now guess how much i got them for? 19.99. that’s right! so i had to have them. oh my, what a steal. you’ll probably see a picture of them eventually. only when it gets warmer though, because girlll it’s just way too hot to be wearing pants!

on tuesday, the amazing spider-man came out. my lovely uglyboy wanted to go watch it. so! i went to the place he works at a few minutes before closing. i was having a nice conversation with his coworkers while he was cleaning up. then BAM! out of nowhere, my uglyboy pulls out a bouquet of flowers. it was the cutest thing, i swear. i felt so stupid because i couldn’t stop smiling. seriously, i couldn’t. after that, we went back to his house so he could shower since he works at a butcher shop. ick, you might think, but it’s not so bad. and someone has to do it! anyway, we then went to the theater, and the movie was quite nice. you should watch it. (plus andrew garfield is a little cutie, teehee!) so i was actually planning to go home after the movie, but it was really late, so i ended up staying over his house. GODDAMN, so rebellious, i know. my parents would kill me. my sister kicked my ass over text. it was all quite exhilarating. i fell asleep while  he was reading manga. LOL. so i kinda woke up when i felt him move onto the bed. we cuddled. it was cute. then off to sleep we went! 

the next day. weee! july 4th! but really, i never think this day is that special. i just like looking at fireworks. and really, i don’t think anyone even celebrates july 4th because that’s when our country gained its independence anymore. but anyway, we did absolutely nothing. lemme tell you. we sat there. he was on the computer, looking at bike parts, and i was on my iphone, looking at random things. i’m gonna be honest, it was a little boring, but it didn’t bother me too much. as long as we’re together, you know? but this shit better not happen all the time. jussayin’! but it gets cute again, don’t worry. he cooked me dinna! it was a steak that he cut himself at work. hehe so cute, i know. so we ate that while watching the food network. it’s not the most romantic of things, but lemme tell you. this girl absolutely loves her food network! later, i went home, and the fireworks raped my ears because i was so close.

… and the week continues. i feel that the rest of this week will be plain and normal, but that’s okay with me because what happened already this week made me happy, and that’s enough. :)

i’m tired of always waiting. i’m tired of trying to find things to do to occupy myself. i’m tired of constantly checking my phone to find nothing. i’m tired of fighting to staying up for no reason. i’m tired of getting my hopes up, because i only end up being disappointed. i’m tired of feeling this way. i’m just so tired.